Monday, March 23, 2009

Coffee is blue colour

1.57am
So, I had 2 cup of Coffees 2 hours ago. Seems like another sleepless night's ahead. Nothing I could do now except online, BLOGGING Coz' the internet line is so ridiculous, I can't open other sites like Youtube, Facebook, Miniclip, Grab and even GOOGLE. -__-

I'm feeling a lil blue tonight.

Like I told so many people before, I'm living fearless and stressless, Heaven. Somehow I think this kind of life is abit too 'flat', it always makes me think like, 'I have something very important to do now,' but I can't figure out what.

Plus this week is my exam week. I've been doing practices at home, hope can maintain my results. *tomorrow's traditional arts! dies @.@*

Besides this Graphic designing course that I'm taking currently, I'm planning to start another course. Nop, not another designing course but something related to business? maybe marketing? Hmm.

Feel free to continue reading?
I hope you do. Coz' you can rarely see me writing all these things on my blog. I just feel like telling something deep inside me.

Just a random start, let's talk about.. relationships!
HAHA! Hot topic right? let's see how much I know about relationships.
Hmm. When both a girl and a boy love each other and they prefer to be belonged by each other so they start a relationship? Simple as that. Am I right?

See, I've been attracted by 2 girls ONLY so far in my life that I really wanted HER to be my gf (2 only larh I bangga 8D) I tell you what, that 2 girls didn't happen to be my gf till now. Seriously, want me to tell who are they? GO DIE! ROMPAK MY DIARY LARH! lol.

Ok larh serious now. You know why? Coz' I thought me and 'her' couldn't stay forever ): No joke weih, I really thought like that weih. In case you didn't know, I really want a gf that can really be mine. As in, mine. MINE. I won't change my heart if the girl is still the girl I want.

Still got still got, I heard many people told me all these emo shits before :
'I know I can't get her but I really like her larh. Love d can't control!'
'He got gf d, i know! but I love him marh, I also duno how to stop loving him!'
'I won't force him larh. Love can't force.'

You know what, I think all those are bullshits full stop
What's inside me : I think the SITUATION can change everything. For example, I like this girl, who is my best friend's gf. What can I do? I love her! I'll do anything to get her! Blah no way man. If the situation is like that, I can stop loving that girl in 48 hours man I swear.

Look, there are a few friends of mine (same age) have been nagging by their parents to find a life partner asap. *HAHA, you know who you are xD*
Fyi, my parents WON'T. o_o
But if my parents do, I don't think I want a gf at this time too.
Coz' its like, I'm not ready for a relationship yet, at all!
I can't even afford time to spend with my gf. That's really loveless!
& what a girl needs is what a guy gives, but what a guy - like me could give is nothing lol.
So pray hard, don't ever appear a girl that can attract me infront of my eyes @.@

Had some time with my bros last week. We talked about girls. Obscenely, we talked about sex. LOL typical guy conversations larh right. He said he prefers One Night Stand wtf & when I said I don't prefer, he thought I was denying. See, I really think that One Night Stand kinda things are very very stupid. Do you know the feeling of having sex with your opposite sex and the feeling while you're masturbating are 91% the same? Somehow sometimes you feel better after masturbating compared to real sex. Another example, you could sing better while practicing at home compared to singing live on stage. So I think people who addicted to One Night Stand really need to change their thinking. You get what I mean?

The other side of my mind speaks : I don't prefer One Night Stand doesn't mean I don't like to have sex *blushhh* hahahaha

Well. Everyone knows this famous ''quote'',
Sex before marriage is wrong.
I tell you my opinion, that quote is seriously bullshit mannnn.

Sex before marriage is not wrong in and of the sexual act.
Wtf is wrong when you have sex with your own gf/bf? Am I right? When both girl and guy agree, come on, let's do it, what's wrong?
NOTE : I repeat, when both girl and guy agree.
But if you want to keep your virginity, than don't let other people to force you!
Normally cases happen like guys force girls to have sex. If girls don't agree to do than guys will start thrashing 'she doesn't love me deep enough' or something -______-
COME ON LARHHH GUYSSSSS
how the fuck can you say that to a girl when you know that she loves you so much except she doesn't agree to have sex with youuuuu? Motherfucker cockless guys larh those. I rather kill myself if you ask me to force my gf to have sex with me when she doesn't want yet.

You know what kind of gf I want?
Just if I could get my own custom made gf..
1. meek
2. faithful
3. soft-hearted
4. sweet

too perfect already omg. lol

Aih, don't think about it larh. I hope I can get a gf when I'm 21. 3 more years of surveying girls, enough time eh?

Finally I feel sleepy. Those coffees seems digested lol. Did you actually read everything? If yes, thank you for reading! It's gonna be some time to see me write my original thoughts again.

Bye!

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