the K-Rant?

Hi :D

I don't know why, I like to rant alot these days. Yes, I have plenty to complain about but ofcoz you wouldn't want me to write it all here. Some of my words will offend you.

Basically, I'm so tired of seeing people change from one to another. It's enough to be sad, and sometimes angry, but now when I see those people, I laugh. Guess you know how tired am I already.

Meaning? I don't know. It's like, outsiders influence them. And they are so weak, they get influenced so easily. They think they are smart, they have their own thoughts, own decision and need no one to teach them what to do and who to be. But you know what? they actually get brainwashed, and they change their thinking from plain to gross. Which is, dumb.

People who have brain wouldn't get brainwash, trust me.

Sometimes its very hard to classify smart and dumb people though. You never know what happens next. Things that you unexpected always come. I salute to those, raise white flag. If I ever cared about those things, I am an emo kid now.



I also know some DUMBER people - yes, I know quite a few in real life.

They were pure? kinda. And actually no one planned to influence them BUT. They seemed to be abit like.. drunkass? They waned to be a bad ass. Be cool. Be famous and well-known by doing those kinds-lifeless thing. It's okay, go ahead, many people are like that. Means many poeple are welcoming you.

JESUS CHRIST!!

*deepbreath!*
I don't mean to ruin to you guys' own business, I'm just saying here. Well, I feel like stop being so serious now. You guys are dumb :P Ass Clown!

You think I can't be like who you are now? haha well I can't, coz I'm one plain grossy normal dude, which don't need alot of rating (:

It's like mentos turns to Mojito & pineapple turns to Pina Colada.
HAHAHA (inside joke)

oh well, this post is abit stupid I guess. People who dislike this would curse me. Go ahead, say I'm writing nonsense, say you don't understand what I write, say I'm jealous whatever. Most importanly, I have life :D do you have first?



LOLCATS from I CAN HAS CHEESEBURGER always make my day. hahha. That's why I post their photos.

Purpose of writing this post :
There was one night, I kept thinking about, how could my cat turn into a dog, this is so unexpected. I'm amazed.

HAHA, guess you know what I mean.
Bye, pretty bithces. (:

loled sms

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA the funniest SHORT conversation SO FAR!

booboo!

Hello, let's talk!

Always go out from house is not a good thing. It makes time run faster. I mean, yes you enjoy outside, schedule after schedule, plans after plans. Sometimes you have to ditch something for something. But, you don't realize time actually flows evily ):

Well, maybe just for me? Coz I don't mind rotting at home. Just like last Friday, it was a holiday, I stayed at home for the whole day - reformatting my room (major arrangement and painting and stuff) & I actually love that :D Fighting back mom's nagging was fun. HAHA. It's like shout here shout there, SO LOUD!

The point is, when you're alone (not with your friends), you will start to think deeper things. Those things that can make you grow up :D So yeah, I'm saying, or you can say I'm criticizing, you always go out, doesn't mean you have a life. :D

I admit I have no life sometimes lol. But I'm just saying you know, for those who doesn't realize they have no life or NOT enough LIFE. HAHA. I realize ok, I know I'm lifeless especially when I'm not at home. I know, I know, that's why I say staying at home is good!

If you're interested to know, my most ''lifeless'' friends are my current classmates. HAHAHA our meeting point is Piccadilly. DAMN that place. I think I've been there for atleast 200+times since I knew them. It's like, everytime they call, they'll say ''Picca 8'' that means Piccadilly 8pm. One of the best, they love organising parties at home. Which I rarely join them coz they usually plan it on the weekdays and I'm so lazy to drive all the way to ss3 D:



One thing bad about Piccadilly is they don't have Heineken D:

Writing this makes me think of some down things ):

ahh nvm.

Say hi to my new toy!



This is HTC Magic. I chose this instead of HTC Tattoo because both have almost the same price :D Well, thanks to PC Fair, they cut down the price ALOT. If not I'll be holding a Tattoo now which considered as a low-cost smartphone (:

Why HTC? Don't la cririsize, HTC is Hot, Tender and Cool. Mine is Hot Tender Cool MAGIC! LOL That's good :D

It hurt me quite alot after I bought this phone. Pain in wallet I mean. But I'm okay now, feel like buying laptop. Still considering, coz I don't really need laptop actually.

I'm going PJ again tonight. Hopefully not Piccadilly again but I think most probably will wtf or just hope that my highschool friends call me and go other place. lol. I remember we spammed Murni once, which I didn't really like Murni already.

Saw this from someone's link at Facebook, can't remember who posted this.




Then I made this. (click to enlarge!)



HAHHAHAHHA WTF

Struck

I didn't know what to say, I was shocked.
I guess everyone really scares of lightning now.



He was a playful guy, joker and everyone's entertainer.
He's at somewhere better now.

RIP Tan Han Yin.

RA!

So, I'm saying this again, I'm tough. There is nothing in this world can ever make me emo. YAHAA. Maybe it could only make me emo for like, few hours?

I'm fine now!

Wait, did i say I wasn't fine? I don't think so. But I was really unwell in these past few days, as in having the real FML feelings. I'm fine now, seriously, LML!



Have to give credits to all these movies :
Stardust, Wall-E, Semi-Pro, Coach Carter, Doraemon series, Drag me to hell (damn that's my fav horror movie LOL), Romeo & Juliet, Turtles can fly, Before Sunset and Away from her.

I want to watch The Notebook so badly! will probably stream it tomorrow's midnight.

If you think I'm weird, yes I am. Coz I'm like this,
I listen to emo songs when I'm hyper and I watch love story movies when I'm down to earth (it actually hurt even more watching those kind of movies but, yeah weird.)

Now I'm fine, back. Somehow I guess I'm addicted to love story movies ): Especially after watching Stardust for the 3rd time! As in those movies normally guys don't like or would fall asleep in the beginning of the movie.

You say I'm a romantic guy huh, watching all these shits. But I tell you what, I have a girl friend who has same interest, she likes romance type of movies too. Unfortunately her attitude is like she loves watching Jennifer's body. Lol. No offense.



I'm so happy that some people are STILL readers of my blog. I don't know who but I know there are (: I will keep writing. I don't really wish to see any comment but yeah, come back anytime! This blog will not die unless I decide to shift to another. Which I think it's not gonna to happen (:



Gotta love my negative thoughts and positive thoughts. Gotta love my randomness. Gotta love my blogging style (ain't those typical outings post). Gotta love my black layout too for sure.

Oh, and these days, I've been exciting about getting the HTC phone. I've made up my mind, I want an HTC Tattoo. First, the price is reasonable, second, it has almost all the function that I want. I just don't know when will I buy that phone, it's like, I'm holding and pushing myself in the same time. lol, that's amazing. How could a human can ever do that man.

Monster

I love Lady Gaga's new song! Not Bad Romance,
I'm talking about Monster.



It's damn addictive when it comes to this part
he ate my heart
he ate my heart
he ate my heart

& the beginning part, she says
don't call me gaga..

lol. Damn cool.

haha. Have to admit that she's very talented. Though she always changes her style, from weird to weird, that's pretty weird, and actually very weird. I still prefer the old Gaga.



I kinda like her bow-hair :D looks cute.

Damn, why am I talking about Gaga? so weird right. I mean YES she's weird but for me to talk about her suddenly is even weirder. Hmm. Smart la you, you know I got alot to say but I just don't feel like typing. Wait, I feel like typing, just that I don't feel like letting so many people know about my problems.

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Alright I'll just type.. something.

Gaga stuff above so maybe no one notices this part =X
Ok I'm weird I know. Maybe too much Gaga songs recently lol.

I call myself a very tough person. Tough in controlling my inside feeling, such as sadness, disappointment, regret-ness, emo-ness and bla bla. No one can ever let me down for long time. And I don't need other people to cheer me up. Coz I always find the right glue before someone breaks my heart. Yes, I'm that tough motherfucker (Peter Chao inside joke)

Last week was the worst week ever. I never felt that pain before in this few years. Well, basically if it didn't happen, you would see me posting pictures with a girl in my arm saying ''I finally found my one and only'' -.- okay I wouldn't do that la but I guess now you know what I mean.

So it was epic fail to get my ''one & only". Long story though. It's okay, I'm fully recovered now, no more pain. The good thing is, I'm still contacting her, as in everyday? instantly? We are still friends. Thought I could expand our relationship though, but sadly or I can say luckily, we are still friends.

That's nothing wrong. I mean, that sounds so great right? Not couple but still friends.

Every night I go under my pillow and I think,
why don't you just dump me and stop talking to me?

Reason is, everytime I talk to you, I can't treat you like I just knew you.
That's so fucking cruel okay?

Enough of being no way to go.

Alright, another person made me angry too. That was typical but it was my first time. I say it loud here, I helped you out alot, I concern about you alot. I stayed up late for nights to help you do some research. I could use it all for my own business but I really thought you were my friend so I decided to give my hardworks to you. I had been a very good friend to you until I ACCIDENTALLY heard wrongly what you said and couldn't make it for your sis's birthday. Hate me for life then? Are you dumb or what? I don't think I should treat you as my friend anymore since you don't. I've apologized to you for my one & only mistake, so I think I'm doing all right.

That is ANOTHER person bothering me too, like, come one, I wanted to test whether you care about what I care for you ornot, sadly you didn't care. You didn't take mine seriously. That was actually very shocking. I was really really amazed & surprised. I wasn't suppose to be angry, I know. But yeah, just forget about it. Don't ever apologize to me anymore and don't even talk about that anymore. That is just like adding oil into the burning fire. I just want all the fire to get lost.

I've always been a liar. But I tell all of you, my lies don't hurt. I lie for fun and lie for good.
I always hope that people will trust me eventhough I don't trust anyone already.

Overall, I'm making myself to feel depress with some assist from some people.