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Thursday, January 14, 2010
brnnnnn
ahhhhhhhhhh
I feel so terrible now. I can't believe I just..
USED 80%++ of my money to buy unit trust!
There goes my 1 year of saving. I now only left my pity Maybank account, only for atm and small amount of in out. I'M NOW BROKE! WHOEVER STILL OWES ME MONEY, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! OMG LA PLEASE!! (no potential become ah long sial wtf)
It's so hard to put ALL your money in okay, as in ALL. ALL hard earned by myself!
Bright side, never mind la, I'll take it out soon. (after 5-6 years) T_T but that time my money will growwwww alot :D I'm gonna be a happy bachelor when I'm around 25! (yeah I bet I'm still single LOL)
So, only call me for ''heavy events'' in the beginning of the month kay. I want to start saving money again.
Such as clubbing or drinking session, please! I rather be no juice la if got free entrance LOL I don't mind, coz my cash matters. So now I only go shisha. wtf yea. bye!
I feel so terrible now. I can't believe I just..
USED 80%++ of my money to buy unit trust!
There goes my 1 year of saving. I now only left my pity Maybank account, only for atm and small amount of in out. I'M NOW BROKE! WHOEVER STILL OWES ME MONEY, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! OMG LA PLEASE!! (no potential become ah long sial wtf)
It's so hard to put ALL your money in okay, as in ALL. ALL hard earned by myself!
Bright side, never mind la, I'll take it out soon. (after 5-6 years) T_T but that time my money will growwwww alot :D I'm gonna be a happy bachelor when I'm around 25! (yeah I bet I'm still single LOL)
So, only call me for ''heavy events'' in the beginning of the month kay. I want to start saving money again.
Such as clubbing or drinking session, please! I rather be no juice la if got free entrance LOL I don't mind, coz my cash matters. So now I only go shisha. wtf yea. bye!
Thursday, January 7, 2010
hello 2010!
2009 was a bad year for me.
No actually, it wasn't. I say that just because I had to swim over some endless oceans, climb over some fml mountains and some some some.
Overall, 2009 was not perfect for me.
But I'll give 7.5/10 (:
Maybe it's because I had more good things compared to bad things. Same as everyone who is my age, 2009 was the year we changed our life a little bit. From high school to college (: Mine went pretty good, eventhough it doesn't sound really good. Normally people's life (my age) changed by the environment, friends around, financial problem etc. But one thing I'm sure, everyone gets more freedom (:
Hooray for me in getting more freedom. My parents rock! They know that I have to wake up early for class, work in the afternoon til evening or night sometimes. So whenever I go out late atnight, midnight, they won't roar at me anymore like they used to. The way they treat me makes me feel so matured. I never knew that I would get my freedom so fast, this is one of those unexpected things happened in 2009.
2009 was the year I start earning money. Yes, I finally realized money is never enough. So I made up my mind, make myself some money. Along 2009, I found so many things to do.
1st, I work part time in my dad's place, which is also my future work place. 2nd, I work as a part time art teacher (photoshop & illustrator) at ss15/PJ. 3rd, I buy some materials from my dad, and do exactly what my dad does, I start doing signage & etc for people, consider as my own tiny business. 4th, I charge people when they ask me to edit videos LOL.
My dad only gave me RM10 per day. After breakfast & lunch, I had nothing much left. I never tried talking to him about increasing my allowance, instead I asked him to give me salary on time. Think back, this is another unexpected one. I never thought I could be this thoughtful *prouds*
Another one, very very unexpected. I didn't break my own promise. As in?
I promised myself- only have a girlfriend at 21. Unless meet someone special, then..
There was then... but in the end NO. It's a goddamn long story, broken heart leads to another broken heart, in the end was a major break down.. but I stood up atlast, think positively, I didn't break my own promise. wth
It was like, I finally found someone who was same age as me, average looking, innocent and accept the way I am. Nearly perfect if she wasn't so sensitive. Everything's perfect except one - She's too sensitive + I always say unnecessary things = 0
Before I could say I quit, she raised the white flag.
When I was in highschool, 16-17, I thought of growing up faster, meet the outside world and stuff. Heck, it isn't easy. Staying innocent under school's roof is kinda better. So when I see those high school boys and girls desperating to grow, I'll laugh. Out loud. Dumb.
2009's goodie goods :
1. more freedom from parents
2. decrease financial problem
3. get 2 certs in mastering Adobe Photoshop & Illustrator
4. remain flirtable (for good)
5. can drive + getting better
6. recognize alot of roads and maps (used to be a terrible road blind)
7. bought a smartphone by myelf
8. painted my room by myself
2009's badie bads :
1. lose my oreo -_-
2. some friends change alot, in bad way. turn into jerk, some jackass, and some ungrateful.
See? 8 vs. 2. Told you it's 7.5/10 :D
2010. I don't really have new year resolution list actually. HAHA but I know there's more to come. Buy car? buy house? LOL soon la, not so fast. Wait, who knows, either could be happenned this year? unexpectedly? :D YEA I WISH.
No actually, it wasn't. I say that just because I had to swim over some endless oceans, climb over some fml mountains and some some some.
Overall, 2009 was not perfect for me.
But I'll give 7.5/10 (:
Maybe it's because I had more good things compared to bad things. Same as everyone who is my age, 2009 was the year we changed our life a little bit. From high school to college (: Mine went pretty good, eventhough it doesn't sound really good. Normally people's life (my age) changed by the environment, friends around, financial problem etc. But one thing I'm sure, everyone gets more freedom (:
Hooray for me in getting more freedom. My parents rock! They know that I have to wake up early for class, work in the afternoon til evening or night sometimes. So whenever I go out late atnight, midnight, they won't roar at me anymore like they used to. The way they treat me makes me feel so matured. I never knew that I would get my freedom so fast, this is one of those unexpected things happened in 2009.
2009 was the year I start earning money. Yes, I finally realized money is never enough. So I made up my mind, make myself some money. Along 2009, I found so many things to do.
1st, I work part time in my dad's place, which is also my future work place. 2nd, I work as a part time art teacher (photoshop & illustrator) at ss15/PJ. 3rd, I buy some materials from my dad, and do exactly what my dad does, I start doing signage & etc for people, consider as my own tiny business. 4th, I charge people when they ask me to edit videos LOL.
My dad only gave me RM10 per day. After breakfast & lunch, I had nothing much left. I never tried talking to him about increasing my allowance, instead I asked him to give me salary on time. Think back, this is another unexpected one. I never thought I could be this thoughtful *prouds*
Another one, very very unexpected. I didn't break my own promise. As in?
I promised myself- only have a girlfriend at 21. Unless meet someone special, then..
There was then... but in the end NO. It's a goddamn long story, broken heart leads to another broken heart, in the end was a major break down.. but I stood up atlast, think positively, I didn't break my own promise. wth
It was like, I finally found someone who was same age as me, average looking, innocent and accept the way I am. Nearly perfect if she wasn't so sensitive. Everything's perfect except one - She's too sensitive + I always say unnecessary things = 0
Before I could say I quit, she raised the white flag.
When I was in highschool, 16-17, I thought of growing up faster, meet the outside world and stuff. Heck, it isn't easy. Staying innocent under school's roof is kinda better. So when I see those high school boys and girls desperating to grow, I'll laugh. Out loud. Dumb.
2009's goodie goods :
1. more freedom from parents
2. decrease financial problem
3. get 2 certs in mastering Adobe Photoshop & Illustrator
4. remain flirtable (for good)
5. can drive + getting better
6. recognize alot of roads and maps (used to be a terrible road blind)
7. bought a smartphone by myelf
8. painted my room by myself
2009's badie bads :
1. lose my oreo -_-
2. some friends change alot, in bad way. turn into jerk, some jackass, and some ungrateful.
See? 8 vs. 2. Told you it's 7.5/10 :D
2010. I don't really have new year resolution list actually. HAHA but I know there's more to come. Buy car? buy house? LOL soon la, not so fast. Wait, who knows, either could be happenned this year? unexpectedly? :D YEA I WISH.
Monday, December 28, 2009
the K-Rant?
Hi :D
I don't know why, I like to rant alot these days. Yes, I have plenty to complain about but ofcoz you wouldn't want me to write it all here. Some of my words will offend you.
Basically, I'm so tired of seeing people change from one to another. It's enough to be sad, and sometimes angry, but now when I see those people, I laugh. Guess you know how tired am I already.
Meaning? I don't know. It's like, outsiders influence them. And they are so weak, they get influenced so easily. They think they are smart, they have their own thoughts, own decision and need no one to teach them what to do and who to be. But you know what? they actually get brainwashed, and they change their thinking from plain to gross. Which is, dumb.
People who have brain wouldn't get brainwash, trust me.
Sometimes its very hard to classify smart and dumb people though. You never know what happens next. Things that you unexpected always come. I salute to those, raise white flag. If I ever cared about those things, I am an emo kid now.
I also know some DUMBER people - yes, I know quite a few in real life.
They were pure? kinda. And actually no one planned to influence them BUT. They seemed to be abit like.. drunkass? They waned to be a bad ass. Be cool. Be famous and well-known by doing those kinds-lifeless thing. It's okay, go ahead, many people are like that. Means many poeple are welcoming you.
JESUS CHRIST!!
*deepbreath!*
I don't mean to ruin to you guys' own business, I'm just saying here. Well, I feel like stop being so serious now. You guys are dumb :P Ass Clown!
You think I can't be like who you are now? haha well I can't, coz I'm one plain grossy normal dude, which don't need alot of rating (:
It's like mentos turns to Mojito & pineapple turns to Pina Colada.
HAHAHA (inside joke)
oh well, this post is abit stupid I guess. People who dislike this would curse me. Go ahead, say I'm writing nonsense, say you don't understand what I write, say I'm jealous whatever. Most importanly, I have life :D do you have first?
LOLCATS from I CAN HAS CHEESEBURGER always make my day. hahha. That's why I post their photos.
Purpose of writing this post :
There was one night, I kept thinking about, how could my cat turn into a dog, this is so unexpected. I'm amazed.
HAHA, guess you know what I mean.
Bye, pretty bithces. (:
Monday, December 21, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
booboo!
Hello, let's talk!
Always go out from house is not a good thing. It makes time run faster. I mean, yes you enjoy outside, schedule after schedule, plans after plans. Sometimes you have to ditch something for something. But, you don't realize time actually flows evily ):
Well, maybe just for me? Coz I don't mind rotting at home. Just like last Friday, it was a holiday, I stayed at home for the whole day - reformatting my room (major arrangement and painting and stuff) & I actually love that :D Fighting back mom's nagging was fun. HAHA. It's like shout here shout there, SO LOUD!
The point is, when you're alone (not with your friends), you will start to think deeper things. Those things that can make you grow up :D So yeah, I'm saying, or you can say I'm criticizing, you always go out, doesn't mean you have a life. :D
I admit I have no life sometimes lol. But I'm just saying you know, for those who doesn't realize they have no life or NOT enough LIFE. HAHA. I realize ok, I know I'm lifeless especially when I'm not at home. I know, I know, that's why I say staying at home is good!
If you're interested to know, my most ''lifeless'' friends are my current classmates. HAHAHA our meeting point is Piccadilly. DAMN that place. I think I've been there for atleast 200+times since I knew them. It's like, everytime they call, they'll say ''Picca 8'' that means Piccadilly 8pm. One of the best, they love organising parties at home. Which I rarely join them coz they usually plan it on the weekdays and I'm so lazy to drive all the way to ss3 D:
One thing bad about Piccadilly is they don't have Heineken D:
Writing this makes me think of some down things ):
ahh nvm.
Say hi to my new toy!
This is HTC Magic. I chose this instead of HTC Tattoo because both have almost the same price :D Well, thanks to PC Fair, they cut down the price ALOT. If not I'll be holding a Tattoo now which considered as a low-cost smartphone (:
Why HTC? Don't la cririsize, HTC is Hot, Tender and Cool. Mine is Hot Tender Cool MAGIC! LOL That's good :D
It hurt me quite alot after I bought this phone. Pain in wallet I mean. But I'm okay now, feel like buying laptop. Still considering, coz I don't really need laptop actually.
I'm going PJ again tonight. Hopefully not Piccadilly again but I think most probably will wtf or just hope that my highschool friends call me and go other place. lol. I remember we spammed Murni once, which I didn't really like Murni already.
Saw this from someone's link at Facebook, can't remember who posted this.
Then I made this. (click to enlarge!)
HAHHAHAHHA WTF
Always go out from house is not a good thing. It makes time run faster. I mean, yes you enjoy outside, schedule after schedule, plans after plans. Sometimes you have to ditch something for something. But, you don't realize time actually flows evily ):
Well, maybe just for me? Coz I don't mind rotting at home. Just like last Friday, it was a holiday, I stayed at home for the whole day - reformatting my room (major arrangement and painting and stuff) & I actually love that :D Fighting back mom's nagging was fun. HAHA. It's like shout here shout there, SO LOUD!
The point is, when you're alone (not with your friends), you will start to think deeper things. Those things that can make you grow up :D So yeah, I'm saying, or you can say I'm criticizing, you always go out, doesn't mean you have a life. :D
I admit I have no life sometimes lol. But I'm just saying you know, for those who doesn't realize they have no life or NOT enough LIFE. HAHA. I realize ok, I know I'm lifeless especially when I'm not at home. I know, I know, that's why I say staying at home is good!
If you're interested to know, my most ''lifeless'' friends are my current classmates. HAHAHA our meeting point is Piccadilly. DAMN that place. I think I've been there for atleast 200+times since I knew them. It's like, everytime they call, they'll say ''Picca 8'' that means Piccadilly 8pm. One of the best, they love organising parties at home. Which I rarely join them coz they usually plan it on the weekdays and I'm so lazy to drive all the way to ss3 D:
One thing bad about Piccadilly is they don't have Heineken D:
Writing this makes me think of some down things ):
ahh nvm.
Say hi to my new toy!
This is HTC Magic. I chose this instead of HTC Tattoo because both have almost the same price :D Well, thanks to PC Fair, they cut down the price ALOT. If not I'll be holding a Tattoo now which considered as a low-cost smartphone (:
Why HTC? Don't la cririsize, HTC is Hot, Tender and Cool. Mine is Hot Tender Cool MAGIC! LOL That's good :D
It hurt me quite alot after I bought this phone. Pain in wallet I mean. But I'm okay now, feel like buying laptop. Still considering, coz I don't really need laptop actually.
I'm going PJ again tonight. Hopefully not Piccadilly again but I think most probably will wtf or just hope that my highschool friends call me and go other place. lol. I remember we spammed Murni once, which I didn't really like Murni already.
Saw this from someone's link at Facebook, can't remember who posted this.
Then I made this. (click to enlarge!)
HAHHAHAHHA WTF
Monday, December 7, 2009
Struck
I didn't know what to say, I was shocked.
I guess everyone really scares of lightning now.
He was a playful guy, joker and everyone's entertainer.
He's at somewhere better now.
RIP Tan Han Yin.
I guess everyone really scares of lightning now.
He was a playful guy, joker and everyone's entertainer.
He's at somewhere better now.
RIP Tan Han Yin.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
RA!
So, I'm saying this again, I'm tough. There is nothing in this world can ever make me emo. YAHAA. Maybe it could only make me emo for like, few hours?
I'm fine now!
Wait, did i say I wasn't fine? I don't think so. But I was really unwell in these past few days, as in having the real FML feelings. I'm fine now, seriously, LML!
Have to give credits to all these movies :
Stardust, Wall-E, Semi-Pro, Coach Carter, Doraemon series, Drag me to hell (damn that's my fav horror movie LOL), Romeo & Juliet, Turtles can fly, Before Sunset and Away from her.
I want to watch The Notebook so badly! will probably stream it tomorrow's midnight.
If you think I'm weird, yes I am. Coz I'm like this,
I listen to emo songs when I'm hyper and I watch love story movies when I'm down to earth (it actually hurt even more watching those kind of movies but, yeah weird.)
Now I'm fine, back. Somehow I guess I'm addicted to love story movies ): Especially after watching Stardust for the 3rd time! As in those movies normally guys don't like or would fall asleep in the beginning of the movie.
You say I'm a romantic guy huh, watching all these shits. But I tell you what, I have a girl friend who has same interest, she likes romance type of movies too. Unfortunately her attitude is like she loves watching Jennifer's body. Lol. No offense.
I'm so happy that some people are STILL readers of my blog. I don't know who but I know there are (: I will keep writing. I don't really wish to see any comment but yeah, come back anytime! This blog will not die unless I decide to shift to another. Which I think it's not gonna to happen (:
Gotta love my negative thoughts and positive thoughts. Gotta love my randomness. Gotta love my blogging style (ain't those typical outings post). Gotta love my black layout too for sure.
Oh, and these days, I've been exciting about getting the HTC phone. I've made up my mind, I want an HTC Tattoo. First, the price is reasonable, second, it has almost all the function that I want. I just don't know when will I buy that phone, it's like, I'm holding and pushing myself in the same time. lol, that's amazing. How could a human can ever do that man.
I'm fine now!
Wait, did i say I wasn't fine? I don't think so. But I was really unwell in these past few days, as in having the real FML feelings. I'm fine now, seriously, LML!
Have to give credits to all these movies :
Stardust, Wall-E, Semi-Pro, Coach Carter, Doraemon series, Drag me to hell (damn that's my fav horror movie LOL), Romeo & Juliet, Turtles can fly, Before Sunset and Away from her.
I want to watch The Notebook so badly! will probably stream it tomorrow's midnight.
If you think I'm weird, yes I am. Coz I'm like this,
I listen to emo songs when I'm hyper and I watch love story movies when I'm down to earth (it actually hurt even more watching those kind of movies but, yeah weird.)
Now I'm fine, back. Somehow I guess I'm addicted to love story movies ): Especially after watching Stardust for the 3rd time! As in those movies normally guys don't like or would fall asleep in the beginning of the movie.
You say I'm a romantic guy huh, watching all these shits. But I tell you what, I have a girl friend who has same interest, she likes romance type of movies too. Unfortunately her attitude is like she loves watching Jennifer's body. Lol. No offense.
I'm so happy that some people are STILL readers of my blog. I don't know who but I know there are (: I will keep writing. I don't really wish to see any comment but yeah, come back anytime! This blog will not die unless I decide to shift to another. Which I think it's not gonna to happen (:
Gotta love my negative thoughts and positive thoughts. Gotta love my randomness. Gotta love my blogging style (ain't those typical outings post). Gotta love my black layout too for sure.
Oh, and these days, I've been exciting about getting the HTC phone. I've made up my mind, I want an HTC Tattoo. First, the price is reasonable, second, it has almost all the function that I want. I just don't know when will I buy that phone, it's like, I'm holding and pushing myself in the same time. lol, that's amazing. How could a human can ever do that man.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Monster
I love Lady Gaga's new song! Not Bad Romance,
I'm talking about Monster.
It's damn addictive when it comes to this part
he ate my heart
he ate my heart
he ate my heart
& the beginning part, she says
don't call me gaga..
lol. Damn cool.
haha. Have to admit that she's very talented. Though she always changes her style, from weird to weird, that's pretty weird, and actually very weird. I still prefer the old Gaga.
I kinda like her bow-hair :D looks cute.
Damn, why am I talking about Gaga? so weird right. I mean YES she's weird but for me to talk about her suddenly is even weirder. Hmm. Smart la you, you know I got alot to say but I just don't feel like typing. Wait, I feel like typing, just that I don't feel like letting so many people know about my problems.
[edit]
Alright I'll just type.. something.
Gaga stuff above so maybe no one notices this part =X
Ok I'm weird I know. Maybe too much Gaga songs recently lol.
I call myself a very tough person. Tough in controlling my inside feeling, such as sadness, disappointment, regret-ness, emo-ness and bla bla. No one can ever let me down for long time. And I don't need other people to cheer me up. Coz I always find the right glue before someone breaks my heart. Yes, I'm that tough motherfucker (Peter Chao inside joke)
Last week was the worst week ever. I never felt that pain before in this few years. Well, basically if it didn't happen, you would see me posting pictures with a girl in my arm saying ''I finally found my one and only'' -.- okay I wouldn't do that la but I guess now you know what I mean.
So it was epic fail to get my ''one & only". Long story though. It's okay, I'm fully recovered now, no more pain. The good thing is, I'm still contacting her, as in everyday? instantly? We are still friends. Thought I could expand our relationship though, but sadly or I can say luckily, we are still friends.
That's nothing wrong. I mean, that sounds so great right? Not couple but still friends.
Every night I go under my pillow and I think,
why don't you just dump me and stop talking to me?
Reason is, everytime I talk to you, I can't treat you like I just knew you.
That's so fucking cruel okay?
Enough of being no way to go.
Alright, another person made me angry too. That was typical but it was my first time. I say it loud here, I helped you out alot, I concern about you alot. I stayed up late for nights to help you do some research. I could use it all for my own business but I really thought you were my friend so I decided to give my hardworks to you. I had been a very good friend to you until I ACCIDENTALLY heard wrongly what you said and couldn't make it for your sis's birthday. Hate me for life then? Are you dumb or what? I don't think I should treat you as my friend anymore since you don't. I've apologized to you for my one & only mistake, so I think I'm doing all right.
That is ANOTHER person bothering me too, like, come one, I wanted to test whether you care about what I care for you ornot, sadly you didn't care. You didn't take mine seriously. That was actually very shocking. I was really really amazed & surprised. I wasn't suppose to be angry, I know. But yeah, just forget about it. Don't ever apologize to me anymore and don't even talk about that anymore. That is just like adding oil into the burning fire. I just want all the fire to get lost.
I've always been a liar. But I tell all of you, my lies don't hurt. I lie for fun and lie for good.
I always hope that people will trust me eventhough I don't trust anyone already.
Overall, I'm making myself to feel depress with some assist from some people.
I'm talking about Monster.
It's damn addictive when it comes to this part
he ate my heart
he ate my heart
he ate my heart
& the beginning part, she says
don't call me gaga..
lol. Damn cool.
haha. Have to admit that she's very talented. Though she always changes her style, from weird to weird, that's pretty weird, and actually very weird. I still prefer the old Gaga.
I kinda like her bow-hair :D looks cute.
Damn, why am I talking about Gaga? so weird right. I mean YES she's weird but for me to talk about her suddenly is even weirder. Hmm. Smart la you, you know I got alot to say but I just don't feel like typing. Wait, I feel like typing, just that I don't feel like letting so many people know about my problems.
[edit]
Alright I'll just type.. something.
Gaga stuff above so maybe no one notices this part =X
Ok I'm weird I know. Maybe too much Gaga songs recently lol.
I call myself a very tough person. Tough in controlling my inside feeling, such as sadness, disappointment, regret-ness, emo-ness and bla bla. No one can ever let me down for long time. And I don't need other people to cheer me up. Coz I always find the right glue before someone breaks my heart. Yes, I'm that tough motherfucker (Peter Chao inside joke)
Last week was the worst week ever. I never felt that pain before in this few years. Well, basically if it didn't happen, you would see me posting pictures with a girl in my arm saying ''I finally found my one and only'' -.- okay I wouldn't do that la but I guess now you know what I mean.
So it was epic fail to get my ''one & only". Long story though. It's okay, I'm fully recovered now, no more pain. The good thing is, I'm still contacting her, as in everyday? instantly? We are still friends. Thought I could expand our relationship though, but sadly or I can say luckily, we are still friends.
That's nothing wrong. I mean, that sounds so great right? Not couple but still friends.
Every night I go under my pillow and I think,
why don't you just dump me and stop talking to me?
Reason is, everytime I talk to you, I can't treat you like I just knew you.
That's so fucking cruel okay?
Enough of being no way to go.
Alright, another person made me angry too. That was typical but it was my first time. I say it loud here, I helped you out alot, I concern about you alot. I stayed up late for nights to help you do some research. I could use it all for my own business but I really thought you were my friend so I decided to give my hardworks to you. I had been a very good friend to you until I ACCIDENTALLY heard wrongly what you said and couldn't make it for your sis's birthday. Hate me for life then? Are you dumb or what? I don't think I should treat you as my friend anymore since you don't. I've apologized to you for my one & only mistake, so I think I'm doing all right.
That is ANOTHER person bothering me too, like, come one, I wanted to test whether you care about what I care for you ornot, sadly you didn't care. You didn't take mine seriously. That was actually very shocking. I was really really amazed & surprised. I wasn't suppose to be angry, I know. But yeah, just forget about it. Don't ever apologize to me anymore and don't even talk about that anymore. That is just like adding oil into the burning fire. I just want all the fire to get lost.
I've always been a liar. But I tell all of you, my lies don't hurt. I lie for fun and lie for good.
I always hope that people will trust me eventhough I don't trust anyone already.
Overall, I'm making myself to feel depress with some assist from some people.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Stardust
In case you do not know, I'm a fiction movies lover.
That's why as a guy, I don't hate Twilight :D
But in my opinion, Stardust is still #1 (:
Interested knowing what kind of movie I like?
Watch Stardust in PPS. Or if you want to watch it on youtube, here's the part 1 (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YV3D68FEJoE
Search the rest on the sidebar.
I believe not many people will like this but if you do, you're with me (:
That's why as a guy, I don't hate Twilight :D
But in my opinion, Stardust is still #1 (:
Interested knowing what kind of movie I like?
Watch Stardust in PPS. Or if you want to watch it on youtube, here's the part 1 (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YV3D68FEJoE
Search the rest on the sidebar.
I believe not many people will like this but if you do, you're with me (:
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
tasty blog whores!
I still remember when people asked me, why do you start blogging? My answer was because I want to talk to the world :D Nowadays I see everybody (mostly) around is blogging in the purpose of telling the whole world what's up on them, what are they doing, and so on. Seriously, that wasn't what I wanted to do. I actually didn't want other people to know where I've been and who was I with. But I blogged anyway, LOL coz other people did that too.
Now I realize, I actually don't like to let other people know where was I and what was I doing. ): I know, then I should quit blogging right? Since I lack of interest to tell people what I did (typical blogging method) and not lazy but DON'T FEEL like telling.
For those who always blog about their ''life journey'', don't be offended ya. I'm just saying what I feel like saying. This is my blog, right?
First, it's so tiring to tell every single bit about my outings. Saying this doesn't mean I have lots of places to go or something. But it's true, heck, it's freaking true. For me that's not fun at all. I mean blogging about outings. Yes I had fun during my outings but I won't have fun telling you. LOL Except for emo emo moments, ah har, can express sadness here, which I like (:
Still, nothing more bitchy than twitter :D hahahha. Such a ''come la stalk me'' program! lol! Somehow I think twitter is better, coz whoever tweets is obviously want people to know what are they doing, unlike blogging,
"I'll update soon about yesterday night, stay tuned! Gonna upload tons of photos!!"
"OMG OMG I'M SO WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU DID! I CAN'T WAIT!"
"heh, I will blog asap ya. I hope I can raise my population, coz yesterday was really fun, and many readers will like it!!"
"DAMN. I love stalking you!"
"OMG OMG I'M SO WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU DID! I CAN'T WAIT!"
"heh, I will blog asap ya. I hope I can raise my population, coz yesterday was really fun, and many readers will like it!!"
"DAMN. I love stalking you!"
wtf got abit fiction la but I know many people are like that 1 right. Don't deny, you actually love telling other people who were you with (: Show people how many friends you have (: tell people how far have you traveled (: tell people what you can do (: tell people how fun you were (: Oh last but not least, make other people jealous (:
You do all that just for money? Stop lying to yourself and everybody else, you want something more than that. Coz you people (bloggers) started to blog before Nuffnang ever existed right!? There. Then what was your purpose?
Fame.
It's like, which blogger doesn't want their blog to be famous? & why does the blogger want that for?
Fame.
You go out, meet new friends, you take a picture. What's the purpose? "to keep la, new friend ma, as memory." Haha, maybe more than that? Coz' you want to blog. And show people your NEW friend (maybe showing off that you meet new friends very often) =D Hahaha. For what huh?
FAME.
DAMN. Really really so so so fun to be kennysia or xiaxue or something merh? Ok maybe it's fun but do you know if you can't be like them, you sound abit wannabe. Yes, readers will continue reading your post, commenting, but maybe they just don't want to say what they ACTUALLY want to say? Like,
Reader thinks
"lol man this girl, take so many pictures with so many other guys, attention seeker sial. But this whore is quite hot."
Then the reader comments
"Hey, nice pics you have there! very nice dress and woah, you know alot of people. (:"
hahahaha. Get what I mean ornot? Those are so normal in the blogging world, which everyone knows about that but rarely say it out because of
FAME.
RAWR! fame fame fame babe fame! Raise fame to spread your FACE!
Just a tip.. Typical bloggers yo, you all should make a format for your post. Like, 1 format for outings with family, 1 format for outings with bff, 1 format for outings with friends, 1 format for meeting new friends, then if when you're emo, use PLAIN format to write. Isn't that a wonderful idea huh? hahaha. I'm just saying ya.
Again, don't be offended. And don't deny, I'm sure I'm not bullshitting here. Atleast 75% of the above are true.
Except for those having same blogging style like mine, we just want to talk! That's all :D and maybe make people laugh? post some funny stuff or some SENSITIVE thingy? :D :D You're with me then!
I'm really really sorry if you think I'm jealous about other famous blogs, because I'm not, and I think you guys are abit like attention seeker (: Sorry la, but I still love you all, coz you all really get attention from many people. COOL! keep it up, beat kennysia :D :D
Friday, November 20, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
to ten millions fireflies, I'm weird coz' I hate goodbyes
Suppose to go to Mist Club. LOL High School Crush Theme Party! hah. But nah, I think I will just potong stim my friends when they're having fun.
Sorry for ffk-ing again, for the 21452234th times, lol
After all, I'm still a tough person. :D
I really need something to replace my emo feelings. Yes, currently I have this to think about..
buying an HTC :D
The left one is HTC Touch2 and the right one is HTC Tattoo.
I'm having problem from choosing them. But I think I will go for Touch2, coz' the features seem better and Windows Marketplace has more applications than Android Market. Hmm. But I really like Tattoo's customization.. IT'S REALLY REALLY FUN ):
Don't ask me to get an HTC Hero or something, coz' it's expensive and actually I don't really like the outlook ._. hhaha.
Will probably get it before Christmas. Oh if you have opinions about it, pm me k! (: (:
Some professional explaining. I don't get which one is better though, he's like promoting both.
Anyway, do you guys heard about Owl City's songs? I've been listening to his songs like mad recently. It's so nice! Seriously, Taylor Swift has been resting for the past few days. Owl City owns my Mp3 player!
Fire Flies is the most popular one I guess. (:
If you want to download, try these :
1. Fire Flies
2. Hello Seattle
3. Vanilla Twilight
4. Saltwater Room
5. Cave in
:D
and, what makes me AWAY from all the sadness?
Youtuber like this (: haha.
Sorry for ffk-ing again, for the 21452234th times, lol
After all, I'm still a tough person. :D
I really need something to replace my emo feelings. Yes, currently I have this to think about..
buying an HTC :D
The left one is HTC Touch2 and the right one is HTC Tattoo.
I'm having problem from choosing them. But I think I will go for Touch2, coz' the features seem better and Windows Marketplace has more applications than Android Market. Hmm. But I really like Tattoo's customization.. IT'S REALLY REALLY FUN ):
Don't ask me to get an HTC Hero or something, coz' it's expensive and actually I don't really like the outlook ._. hhaha.
Will probably get it before Christmas. Oh if you have opinions about it, pm me k! (: (:
Some professional explaining. I don't get which one is better though, he's like promoting both.
Anyway, do you guys heard about Owl City's songs? I've been listening to his songs like mad recently. It's so nice! Seriously, Taylor Swift has been resting for the past few days. Owl City owns my Mp3 player!
Fire Flies is the most popular one I guess. (:
If you want to download, try these :
1. Fire Flies
2. Hello Seattle
3. Vanilla Twilight
4. Saltwater Room
5. Cave in
:D
and, what makes me AWAY from all the sadness?
Youtuber like this (: haha.
:D
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
all good things come to an end
Me: "I can't sleep. Damn, I wish I had coffee.''
''So I can blame it now.''
That is fucking emo. Like so, shitty. It's tired acting sooo hyper infront of people, laugh around, acting like no stress, no nothing.
To all of you who always see me smile so happily, and if you really think I am, good. You should give me an Oscar award then.
Actually I don't take my blog as a diary, writing all these shits down. I prefer keeping everything to myself. Yes, not even telling to someone. If I do so, I will not tell so completely too.
If you know me, I'm that kind of person - I don't really trust anybody. I don't really tell my secrets to anybody (Unless I think it's still OKAY if kena bocor). People who know me, know.
But I only trust, YOU.
..my "Oreo"
I love giving nicknames fyi, and yours, it was because I gave you my Oreo. I still remember that, I actually only asked you to hold it, but I went off without saying bye and taking back my Oreo.
You didn't throw my Oreo away, you kept, in a tupperware. You kept asking Jeffrey where's that Oreo boy? Til Jeff got dulan and he told me to quickly take my Oreo back from you. I was so speechless when I met you (for the second time), you were so funny. I couldn't believe that you were still keeping my Oreo in your tupperware. (':
I ate that infront of you, kept telling you, ''wah, tak masuk angin wor, you're so kind, help me save money!'' Well, that's typical me. Actually it was masuk angin til damn teruk d lol.
.. that was probably the 2nd time asking phone number from a girl in real life. That was the only day I spent 3 prepaid reloads. You were the one who I always wanted to be with..
Fuck all my thoughts and all my ideas.
I made both of us from 2 to a puzzle. We are now broken into pieces, all thanks to me.
You didn't want me to tell you ''I love you'' again because the first time I told you was during liquor session. You didn't want me to kiss you again because the first time I did was during liquor session too. I didn't know what you mean, but I always knew that I still love you, and I wanted to kiss you again.
Now? it's all over.
I will never say ''I love you" again and I will never want to kiss you again.
I'm sorry for all my mistakes.
.. I can't believe I'm typing this infront of you now, I won't forget, the first time using your comp was doing Illustrator, and the last time using your comp was writing this thing down on my blog.
Can you act like a very happy person when you go out there? They might be thinking we are doing something ''great'' in here. And they still take us as the future couple? let's act this for the last night, and after they read my blog, they'll realize themselves.
To all (classmates classmates sekalian), please don't ask me why, it's just technical problem.
Did I say how I take advantage to hold your hand for the first time? Well.. that would probably make me cry. I don't want to.
I'm ready to go out there, and continue partying with them all.
''So I can blame it now.''
That is fucking emo. Like so, shitty. It's tired acting sooo hyper infront of people, laugh around, acting like no stress, no nothing.
To all of you who always see me smile so happily, and if you really think I am, good. You should give me an Oscar award then.
Actually I don't take my blog as a diary, writing all these shits down. I prefer keeping everything to myself. Yes, not even telling to someone. If I do so, I will not tell so completely too.
If you know me, I'm that kind of person - I don't really trust anybody. I don't really tell my secrets to anybody (Unless I think it's still OKAY if kena bocor). People who know me, know.
But I only trust, YOU.
..my "Oreo"
I love giving nicknames fyi, and yours, it was because I gave you my Oreo. I still remember that, I actually only asked you to hold it, but I went off without saying bye and taking back my Oreo.
You didn't throw my Oreo away, you kept, in a tupperware. You kept asking Jeffrey where's that Oreo boy? Til Jeff got dulan and he told me to quickly take my Oreo back from you. I was so speechless when I met you (for the second time), you were so funny. I couldn't believe that you were still keeping my Oreo in your tupperware. (':
I ate that infront of you, kept telling you, ''wah, tak masuk angin wor, you're so kind, help me save money!'' Well, that's typical me. Actually it was masuk angin til damn teruk d lol.
.. that was probably the 2nd time asking phone number from a girl in real life. That was the only day I spent 3 prepaid reloads. You were the one who I always wanted to be with..
Fuck all my thoughts and all my ideas.
I made both of us from 2 to a puzzle. We are now broken into pieces, all thanks to me.
You didn't want me to tell you ''I love you'' again because the first time I told you was during liquor session. You didn't want me to kiss you again because the first time I did was during liquor session too. I didn't know what you mean, but I always knew that I still love you, and I wanted to kiss you again.
Now? it's all over.
I will never say ''I love you" again and I will never want to kiss you again.
I'm sorry for all my mistakes.
.. I can't believe I'm typing this infront of you now, I won't forget, the first time using your comp was doing Illustrator, and the last time using your comp was writing this thing down on my blog.
Can you act like a very happy person when you go out there? They might be thinking we are doing something ''great'' in here. And they still take us as the future couple? let's act this for the last night, and after they read my blog, they'll realize themselves.
To all (classmates classmates sekalian), please don't ask me why, it's just technical problem.
Did I say how I take advantage to hold your hand for the first time? Well.. that would probably make me cry. I don't want to.
I'm ready to go out there, and continue partying with them all.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Gooooogleeee!
I DIDN'T DRINK COFFEE TODAY BUT I STILL CAN'T SLEEP ~!@#$%^&*(
Aih fine. Shall blog!
Google was so nice! Cookie Monster! or Elmo? haha I don't know. But it was so nice!
Since I'm awake now, I would like to imagine myself as the designer for Google. LOL. Not really, just playing around actually, check out those things that are currently in my head :P
Google devil? for June 6 (:
Bulbasaur's birthday? hahaha I miss pokemon days!
I like this. Black and White and, simple (:
Octopy! hahha. vector vector vector!
Yes, it's the one who lives in the pineapple, under the sea. Spongebob squarepants!
This is one of those things in my head.
... (:
I call that Lego. HAHA. or Bricks?
This is when the LALAS are taking over the world! :D
This is when Lady Gaga reaches Michael Jackson's population :D
Alright. Feeling quite sleepy now. Thanks too all the above :P
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
everytime you shine, I'll shine for you
Hi, welcome back.
In this post, I'm writing something random, but it's deeply from my heart. Why? coz' it's my blog, and I just feel like doing this :D
I think it's very special for me to have this dream when I was young, a movie director. I seriously wanted to be one, eventhough I knew it was tough. But kids will still be kids, what they like are all it matters. I wanted to direct people how to act, watch them play their own characters and don't mind getting tired. I also interested in writing the movie line, basically it was because I love making stories, like some weird and no ending stories. I swear I didn't know what job does a director really need to do, I thought they do the storyline, acting, directing, editing.. lol, more like one man show.
Seriously, you judge. A kid at that age would think that far (though it's not exactly right), not a dumb kid right? got brain right? I always thought that too. I called myself a smart kid.
Till I thought I was overrating myself, my thinking turned very stupid. That's when I was form 3, if you know me, I had been a miserable in high school. So yeah, books were all grossed to me and I thought nothing about future (form 3 time). Wait, I did. But a very stupid one. I thought, why do I have to do all these things for living? I just need a job and money to fill my tummy. Life goes on. So I thought, I would just get some EASY job to live in future. Like, working as promoter or something?
I'm not sure who influenced me to have that kind of thinking. My best friend was William and I know he wasn't that lifeless. I was the lifeless one who had that kind of lifeless thoughts, luckily I didn't influence him though. Everyday, every night, I was thinking of, when can I get my freedom? When can I get to go out everyday?
Lifeless.
All those stopped.. When I got this girl as my girlfriend. Yen Nee. LOL. I'm not missing her but.. this girl really changed me alot. As in, ALOT. Let me tell you slowly..
When we were still a pair, we always talk about our future (normally we talk alot about how are we getting our kids WTF ok SKIP.) She bulbed me up by saying this, you're gonna bring me and our kids to holiday atleast 2 times a year, sleep tightly every night, good ride on your yellow car..
THEN ONLY I THOUGHT. If I work as a promoter or something, how the hell can I afford a wife and kids and houses and a yellow car? Ridiculously I realized my thinking was wrong.
Throughout ourpuppy love relationship, I've learned how to read a girl's mind xD which is good and it takes long time. Also, when's the time to be selfish and not to be selfish. She pretty much made me change another road for my future. After we broke up, I fully knew ''don't judge a book by it's cover'' 's definition. Thanks.
I also knew that relationship is like puzzle, a jigsaw puzzle. You can't loss even 1 piece, because, relationship between two must be perfect. Me and her was like only completed half of the puzzle.
Till now, I know what I want and what I'm doing. Still resting from relationship though, 've had enough of nightmares thinking of the lover roaring. lol.
Ahh. How cool if things are as easy as this? (:
Just jump, then fall. Into me, into me (:
*deep breath* Taylor Swift is amazing. (:
In this post, I'm writing something random, but it's deeply from my heart. Why? coz' it's my blog, and I just feel like doing this :D
I think it's very special for me to have this dream when I was young, a movie director. I seriously wanted to be one, eventhough I knew it was tough. But kids will still be kids, what they like are all it matters. I wanted to direct people how to act, watch them play their own characters and don't mind getting tired. I also interested in writing the movie line, basically it was because I love making stories, like some weird and no ending stories. I swear I didn't know what job does a director really need to do, I thought they do the storyline, acting, directing, editing.. lol, more like one man show.
Seriously, you judge. A kid at that age would think that far (though it's not exactly right), not a dumb kid right? got brain right? I always thought that too. I called myself a smart kid.
Till I thought I was overrating myself, my thinking turned very stupid. That's when I was form 3, if you know me, I had been a miserable in high school. So yeah, books were all grossed to me and I thought nothing about future (form 3 time). Wait, I did. But a very stupid one. I thought, why do I have to do all these things for living? I just need a job and money to fill my tummy. Life goes on. So I thought, I would just get some EASY job to live in future. Like, working as promoter or something?
I'm not sure who influenced me to have that kind of thinking. My best friend was William and I know he wasn't that lifeless. I was the lifeless one who had that kind of lifeless thoughts, luckily I didn't influence him though. Everyday, every night, I was thinking of, when can I get my freedom? When can I get to go out everyday?
Lifeless.
All those stopped.. When I got this girl as my girlfriend. Yen Nee. LOL. I'm not missing her but.. this girl really changed me alot. As in, ALOT. Let me tell you slowly..
When we were still a pair, we always talk about our future (normally we talk alot about how are we getting our kids WTF ok SKIP.) She bulbed me up by saying this, you're gonna bring me and our kids to holiday atleast 2 times a year, sleep tightly every night, good ride on your yellow car..
THEN ONLY I THOUGHT. If I work as a promoter or something, how the hell can I afford a wife and kids and houses and a yellow car? Ridiculously I realized my thinking was wrong.
Throughout our
I also knew that relationship is like puzzle, a jigsaw puzzle. You can't loss even 1 piece, because, relationship between two must be perfect. Me and her was like only completed half of the puzzle.
Till now, I know what I want and what I'm doing. Still resting from relationship though, 've had enough of nightmares thinking of the lover roaring. lol.
Ahh. How cool if things are as easy as this? (:
Just jump, then fall. Into me, into me (:
*deep breath* Taylor Swift is amazing. (:
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Untouchable like a distant diamond sky
If you guys notice, this Nick Dreamer guy is getting very famous on Youtube, with all his hilarious singings, dance moves and hand movements. Ans I was ''in love'' with him so I did this video.
Nothing, but with subtitles. I just wrote out what I listened from his singing. More like the Korean Guy who sings ''Tuts my barreh'' eh? haha. This is new I tell you, and you count me in at the credits part :P
2k+ is not alot but I'm happy that many people like it :D
I'm re-telling about this video because, NICK DREAMER actually watched this video and commented on it! HAHA. Kinda surprise for that actually, never thought he would actually comment.
hahaa! look at the thumbs up button on the right. Just a few words from him, everyone clicked on it and currently we have +20 :P
This actually made my day, he's the first ''Youtube Celebrity'' who responded to me. LOL.
I will make more subtitled video about him, since many people know this and actually like.
So, see ya! will make proper update soon.
Wait, I mean, ''MY STYLE'' of proper updates :P
Nothing, but with subtitles. I just wrote out what I listened from his singing. More like the Korean Guy who sings ''Tuts my barreh'' eh? haha. This is new I tell you, and you count me in at the credits part :P
2k+ is not alot but I'm happy that many people like it :D
I'm re-telling about this video because, NICK DREAMER actually watched this video and commented on it! HAHA. Kinda surprise for that actually, never thought he would actually comment.
hahaa! look at the thumbs up button on the right. Just a few words from him, everyone clicked on it and currently we have +20 :P
This actually made my day, he's the first ''Youtube Celebrity'' who responded to me. LOL.
I will make more subtitled video about him, since many people know this and actually like.
So, see ya! will make proper update soon.
Wait, I mean, ''MY STYLE'' of proper updates :P
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
millions little stars, spelling out your name
I swear I'm back blogging. LOL
Besides sleeping time, I don't have much time left. Like seriously. Whenever you see me on Facebook, I must be working or making videos or even helping people to do their homework ._.
I've been trying to find time for blogging.. and yes, I found :D HELLO PEOPLE I'M A BLOGGER! A FULL TIME BLOGGER !@#$@$#%
Scream to the everyone who used to read my blog, I tell you, I'm ready to be back D: COME BACK!
Alright so recently I don't take much photos coz' I don't use to bring my camera out and my phone camera is lousy.
Can't remember when, went look out point with my classmates, we chilled at "Bread And Olive" instead of that western food restaurant. And yes yes yes, the pizza was very very nice.
So if any of you wants to go Look Out Point, go try "Bread and Olive" (: that place is mainly for just chilling around ofcoz, if you want something that can full you up and cheap, go to that western food restaurant then (:
Saw a huge banana at my granpa's house. That picture can't really tell how big it was though. It looked very scary, but tasted nice :D haha, weird!
yeah.. it was a fun day at my granpa's house. Especially when playing with this puppy.
haha. so cute! He's not there anymore, someone took him away :(
I like the 4th picture :D he was like, wassup? hahahaha
For many of you know, I'm not a food lover. But somehow I love burgers. Ever since I started to play ''Cafe World'' in Facebook, I've been wondering do BACON (PORK) CHEESEBURGER exist in Malaysia? I REALLY WANT TO TRY! Does Carls Jr sell? I don't think so right? coz' it's all halal. ish.
For sure I know McDonalds is not making this.
Nor Burger King, KFC and others.
How about those Ramly burger stalls on the street?
If they sell I chop my head down I tell you wtf
How I wish that would really happen LOL
a Chinese dude, who has the name RAM and the surname Lee. lol.
(I'll be back with more edited pics! haha)
So yes, Taylor Swift's FEARLESS PLATINUM EDITION is out! but I still couldn't find though, our country is slow D: I'm so gonna buy one. She added 6 new songs in it which are very nice! As a no.1 T-fan I proudly recommend this nice new song for you..
That's one of her so called ''NEW'' song in her album so yeah (:
Just look at her face and listen to the song. Damn. She's amazing.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
I wanna
Picture above is for random purpose only. lol.
Tomorrow is my last day of exam. Which is like Merdeka day!
There are 3 things I want to do after exams..
1. Make a FANCY number plate for my car :D
2. MAKE VIDEOS
3. RECREATE MY ROOM (or atleast rearrange)
:D BYE NOW!
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