Me: "I can't sleep. Damn, I wish I had coffee.''
''So I can blame it now.''
That is fucking emo. Like so, shitty. It's tired acting sooo hyper infront of people, laugh around, acting like no stress, no nothing.
To all of you who always see me smile so happily, and if you really think I am, good. You should give me an Oscar award then.
Actually I don't take my blog as a diary, writing all these shits down. I prefer keeping everything to myself. Yes, not even telling to someone. If I do so, I will not tell so completely too.
If you know me, I'm that kind of person - I don't really trust anybody. I don't really tell my secrets to anybody (Unless I think it's still OKAY if kena bocor). People who know me, know.
But I only trust, YOU.
..my "Oreo"
I love giving nicknames fyi, and yours, it was because I gave you my Oreo. I still remember that, I actually only asked you to hold it, but I went off without saying bye and taking back my Oreo.
You didn't throw my Oreo away, you kept, in a tupperware. You kept asking Jeffrey where's that Oreo boy? Til Jeff got dulan and he told me to quickly take my Oreo back from you. I was so speechless when I met you (for the second time), you were so funny. I couldn't believe that you were still keeping my Oreo in your tupperware. (':
I ate that infront of you, kept telling you, ''wah, tak masuk angin wor, you're so kind, help me save money!'' Well, that's typical me. Actually it was masuk angin til damn teruk d lol.
.. that was probably the 2nd time asking phone number from a girl in real life. That was the only day I spent 3 prepaid reloads. You were the one who I always wanted to be with..
Fuck all my thoughts and all my ideas.
I made both of us from 2 to a puzzle. We are now broken into pieces, all thanks to me.
You didn't want me to tell you ''I love you'' again because the first time I told you was during liquor session. You didn't want me to kiss you again because the first time I did was during liquor session too. I didn't know what you mean, but I always knew that I still love you, and I wanted to kiss you again.
Now? it's all over.
I will never say ''I love you" again and I will never want to kiss you again.
I'm sorry for all my mistakes.
.. I can't believe I'm typing this infront of you now, I won't forget, the first time using your comp was doing Illustrator, and the last time using your comp was writing this thing down on my blog.
Can you act like a very happy person when you go out there? They might be thinking we are doing something ''great'' in here. And they still take us as the future couple? let's act this for the last night, and after they read my blog, they'll realize themselves.
To all (classmates classmates sekalian), please don't ask me why, it's just technical problem.
Did I say how I take advantage to hold your hand for the first time? Well.. that would probably make me cry. I don't want to.
I'm ready to go out there, and continue partying with them all.
''So I can blame it now.''
That is fucking emo. Like so, shitty. It's tired acting sooo hyper infront of people, laugh around, acting like no stress, no nothing.
To all of you who always see me smile so happily, and if you really think I am, good. You should give me an Oscar award then.
Actually I don't take my blog as a diary, writing all these shits down. I prefer keeping everything to myself. Yes, not even telling to someone. If I do so, I will not tell so completely too.
If you know me, I'm that kind of person - I don't really trust anybody. I don't really tell my secrets to anybody (Unless I think it's still OKAY if kena bocor). People who know me, know.
But I only trust, YOU.
..my "Oreo"
I love giving nicknames fyi, and yours, it was because I gave you my Oreo. I still remember that, I actually only asked you to hold it, but I went off without saying bye and taking back my Oreo.
You didn't throw my Oreo away, you kept, in a tupperware. You kept asking Jeffrey where's that Oreo boy? Til Jeff got dulan and he told me to quickly take my Oreo back from you. I was so speechless when I met you (for the second time), you were so funny. I couldn't believe that you were still keeping my Oreo in your tupperware. (':
I ate that infront of you, kept telling you, ''wah, tak masuk angin wor, you're so kind, help me save money!'' Well, that's typical me. Actually it was masuk angin til damn teruk d lol.
.. that was probably the 2nd time asking phone number from a girl in real life. That was the only day I spent 3 prepaid reloads. You were the one who I always wanted to be with..
Fuck all my thoughts and all my ideas.
I made both of us from 2 to a puzzle. We are now broken into pieces, all thanks to me.
You didn't want me to tell you ''I love you'' again because the first time I told you was during liquor session. You didn't want me to kiss you again because the first time I did was during liquor session too. I didn't know what you mean, but I always knew that I still love you, and I wanted to kiss you again.
Now? it's all over.
I will never say ''I love you" again and I will never want to kiss you again.
I'm sorry for all my mistakes.
.. I can't believe I'm typing this infront of you now, I won't forget, the first time using your comp was doing Illustrator, and the last time using your comp was writing this thing down on my blog.
Can you act like a very happy person when you go out there? They might be thinking we are doing something ''great'' in here. And they still take us as the future couple? let's act this for the last night, and after they read my blog, they'll realize themselves.
To all (classmates classmates sekalian), please don't ask me why, it's just technical problem.
Did I say how I take advantage to hold your hand for the first time? Well.. that would probably make me cry. I don't want to.
I'm ready to go out there, and continue partying with them all.
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