Stardust

In case you do not know, I'm a fiction movies lover.
That's why as a guy, I don't hate Twilight :D



But in my opinion, Stardust is still #1 (:

Interested knowing what kind of movie I like?
Watch Stardust in PPS. Or if you want to watch it on youtube, here's the part 1 (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YV3D68FEJoE

Search the rest on the sidebar.
I believe not many people will like this but if you do, you're with me (:

tasty blog whores!

I still remember when people asked me, why do you start blogging? My answer was because I want to talk to the world :D Nowadays I see everybody (mostly) around is blogging in the purpose of telling the whole world what's up on them, what are they doing, and so on. Seriously, that wasn't what I wanted to do. I actually didn't want other people to know where I've been and who was I with. But I blogged anyway, LOL coz other people did that too.

Now I realize, I actually don't like to let other people know where was I and what was I doing. ): I know, then I should quit blogging right? Since I lack of interest to tell people what I did (typical blogging method) and not lazy but DON'T FEEL like telling.

For those who always blog about their ''life journey'', don't be offended ya. I'm just saying what I feel like saying. This is my blog, right?

First, it's so tiring to tell every single bit about my outings. Saying this doesn't mean I have lots of places to go or something. But it's true, heck, it's freaking true. For me that's not fun at all. I mean blogging about outings. Yes I had fun during my outings but I won't have fun telling you. LOL Except for emo emo moments, ah har, can express sadness here, which I like (:

Still, nothing more bitchy than twitter :D hahahha. Such a ''come la stalk me'' program! lol! Somehow I think twitter is better, coz whoever tweets is obviously want people to know what are they doing, unlike blogging,

"I'll update soon about yesterday night, stay tuned! Gonna upload tons of photos!!"
"OMG OMG I'M SO WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU DID! I CAN'T WAIT!"
"heh, I will blog asap ya. I hope I can raise my population, coz yesterday was really fun, and many readers will like it!!"
"DAMN. I love stalking you!"

wtf got abit fiction la but I know many people are like that 1 right. Don't deny, you actually love telling other people who were you with (: Show people how many friends you have (: tell people how far have you traveled (: tell people what you can do (: tell people how fun you were (: Oh last but not least, make other people jealous (:

You do all that just for money? Stop lying to yourself and everybody else, you want something more than that. Coz you people (bloggers) started to blog before Nuffnang ever existed right!? There. Then what was your purpose?

Fame.

It's like, which blogger doesn't want their blog to be famous? & why does the blogger want that for?

Fame.

You go out, meet new friends, you take a picture. What's the purpose? "to keep la, new friend ma, as memory." Haha, maybe more than that? Coz' you want to blog. And show people your NEW friend (maybe showing off that you meet new friends very often) =D Hahaha. For what huh?

FAME.

DAMN. Really really so so so fun to be kennysia or xiaxue or something merh? Ok maybe it's fun but do you know if you can't be like them, you sound abit wannabe. Yes, readers will continue reading your post, commenting, but maybe they just don't want to say what they ACTUALLY want to say? Like,

Reader thinks

"lol man this girl, take so many pictures with so many other guys, attention seeker sial. But this whore is quite hot."

Then the reader comments

"Hey, nice pics you have there! very nice dress and woah, you know alot of people. (:"

hahahaha. Get what I mean ornot? Those are so normal in the blogging world, which everyone knows about that but rarely say it out because of

FAME.

RAWR! fame fame fame babe fame! Raise fame to spread your FACE!

Just a tip.. Typical bloggers yo, you all should make a format for your post. Like, 1 format for outings with family, 1 format for outings with bff, 1 format for outings with friends, 1 format for meeting new friends, then if when you're emo, use PLAIN format to write. Isn't that a wonderful idea huh? hahaha. I'm just saying ya.

Again, don't be offended. And don't deny, I'm sure I'm not bullshitting here. Atleast 75% of the above are true.

Except for those having same blogging style like mine, we just want to talk! That's all :D and maybe make people laugh? post some funny stuff or some SENSITIVE thingy? :D :D You're with me then!

I'm really really sorry if you think I'm jealous about other famous blogs, because I'm not, and I think you guys are abit like attention seeker (: Sorry la, but I still love you all, coz you all really get attention from many people. COOL! keep it up, beat kennysia :D :D

New video again!

HAHA! abit random and I had fun doing this. Enjoy :P

to ten millions fireflies, I'm weird coz' I hate goodbyes

Suppose to go to Mist Club. LOL High School Crush Theme Party! hah. But nah, I think I will just potong stim my friends when they're having fun.
Sorry for ffk-ing again, for the 21452234th times, lol

After all, I'm still a tough person. :D

I really need something to replace my emo feelings. Yes, currently I have this to think about..
buying an HTC :D



The left one is HTC Touch2 and the right one is HTC Tattoo.

I'm having problem from choosing them. But I think I will go for Touch2, coz' the features seem better and Windows Marketplace has more applications than Android Market. Hmm. But I really like Tattoo's customization.. IT'S REALLY REALLY FUN ):

Don't ask me to get an HTC Hero or something, coz' it's expensive and actually I don't really like the outlook ._. hhaha.

Will probably get it before Christmas. Oh if you have opinions about it, pm me k! (: (:



Some professional explaining. I don't get which one is better though, he's like promoting both.

Anyway, do you guys heard about Owl City's songs? I've been listening to his songs like mad recently. It's so nice! Seriously, Taylor Swift has been resting for the past few days. Owl City owns my Mp3 player!



Fire Flies is the most popular one I guess. (:

If you want to download, try these :

1. Fire Flies
2. Hello Seattle
3. Vanilla Twilight
4. Saltwater Room
5. Cave in

:D

and, what makes me AWAY from all the sadness?

Youtuber like this (: haha.

:D

all good things come to an end

Me: "I can't sleep. Damn, I wish I had coffee.''
''So I can blame it now.''

That is fucking emo. Like so, shitty. It's tired acting sooo hyper infront of people, laugh around, acting like no stress, no nothing.

To all of you who always see me smile so happily, and if you really think I am, good. You should give me an Oscar award then.

Actually I don't take my blog as a diary, writing all these shits down. I prefer keeping everything to myself. Yes, not even telling to someone. If I do so, I will not tell so completely too.

If you know me, I'm that kind of person - I don't really trust anybody. I don't really tell my secrets to anybody (Unless I think it's still OKAY if kena bocor). People who know me, know.

But I only trust, YOU.

..my "Oreo"

I love giving nicknames fyi, and yours, it was because I gave you my Oreo. I still remember that, I actually only asked you to hold it, but I went off without saying bye and taking back my Oreo.

You didn't throw my Oreo away, you kept, in a tupperware. You kept asking Jeffrey where's that Oreo boy? Til Jeff got dulan and he told me to quickly take my Oreo back from you. I was so speechless when I met you (for the second time), you were so funny. I couldn't believe that you were still keeping my Oreo in your tupperware. (':

I ate that infront of you, kept telling you, ''wah, tak masuk angin wor, you're so kind, help me save money!'' Well, that's typical me. Actually it was masuk angin til damn teruk d lol.

.. that was probably the 2nd time asking phone number from a girl in real life. That was the only day I spent 3 prepaid reloads. You were the one who I always wanted to be with..

Fuck all my thoughts and all my ideas.
I made both of us from 2 to a puzzle. We are now broken into pieces, all thanks to me.

You didn't want me to tell you ''I love you'' again because the first time I told you was during liquor session. You didn't want me to kiss you again because the first time I did was during liquor session too. I didn't know what you mean, but I always knew that I still love you, and I wanted to kiss you again.

Now? it's all over.
I will never say ''I love you" again and I will never want to kiss you again.

I'm sorry for all my mistakes.

.. I can't believe I'm typing this infront of you now, I won't forget, the first time using your comp was doing Illustrator, and the last time using your comp was writing this thing down on my blog.

Can you act like a very happy person when you go out there? They might be thinking we are doing something ''great'' in here. And they still take us as the future couple? let's act this for the last night, and after they read my blog, they'll realize themselves.

To all (classmates classmates sekalian), please don't ask me why, it's just technical problem.

Did I say how I take advantage to hold your hand for the first time? Well.. that would probably make me cry. I don't want to.

I'm ready to go out there, and continue partying with them all.

you belong with me, AGAIN!

My new video! :D hahahhha.
enjoy!

Gooooogleeee!

I DIDN'T DRINK COFFEE TODAY BUT I STILL CAN'T SLEEP ~!@#$%^&*(

Aih fine. Shall blog!

Google was so nice! Cookie Monster! or Elmo? haha I don't know. But it was so nice!



Since I'm awake now, I would like to imagine myself as the designer for Google. LOL. Not really, just playing around actually, check out those things that are currently in my head :P



Google devil? for June 6 (:




Bulbasaur's birthday? hahaha I miss pokemon days!




I like this. Black and White and, simple (:




Octopy! hahha. vector vector vector!




Yes, it's the one who lives in the pineapple, under the sea. Spongebob squarepants!




This is one of those things in my head.
... (:




I call that Lego. HAHA. or Bricks?




This is when the LALAS are taking over the world! :D




This is when Lady Gaga reaches Michael Jackson's population :D


Alright. Feeling quite sleepy now. Thanks too all the above :P

everytime you shine, I'll shine for you

Hi, welcome back.

In this post, I'm writing something random, but it's deeply from my heart. Why? coz' it's my blog, and I just feel like doing this :D



I think it's very special for me to have this dream when I was young, a movie director. I seriously wanted to be one, eventhough I knew it was tough. But kids will still be kids, what they like are all it matters. I wanted to direct people how to act, watch them play their own characters and don't mind getting tired. I also interested in writing the movie line, basically it was because I love making stories, like some weird and no ending stories. I swear I didn't know what job does a director really need to do, I thought they do the storyline, acting, directing, editing.. lol, more like one man show.

Seriously, you judge. A kid at that age would think that far (though it's not exactly right), not a dumb kid right? got brain right? I always thought that too. I called myself a smart kid.



Till I thought I was overrating myself, my thinking turned very stupid. That's when I was form 3, if you know me, I had been a miserable in high school. So yeah, books were all grossed to me and I thought nothing about future (form 3 time). Wait, I did. But a very stupid one. I thought, why do I have to do all these things for living? I just need a job and money to fill my tummy. Life goes on. So I thought, I would just get some EASY job to live in future. Like, working as promoter or something?

I'm not sure who influenced me to have that kind of thinking. My best friend was William and I know he wasn't that lifeless. I was the lifeless one who had that kind of lifeless thoughts, luckily I didn't influence him though. Everyday, every night, I was thinking of, when can I get my freedom? When can I get to go out everyday?

Lifeless.

All those stopped.. When I got this girl as my girlfriend. Yen Nee. LOL. I'm not missing her but.. this girl really changed me alot. As in, ALOT. Let me tell you slowly..

When we were still a pair, we always talk about our future (normally we talk alot about how are we getting our kids WTF ok SKIP.) She bulbed me up by saying this, you're gonna bring me and our kids to holiday atleast 2 times a year, sleep tightly every night, good ride on your yellow car..

THEN ONLY I THOUGHT. If I work as a promoter or something, how the hell can I afford a wife and kids and houses and a yellow car? Ridiculously I realized my thinking was wrong.

Throughout our puppy love relationship, I've learned how to read a girl's mind xD which is good and it takes long time. Also, when's the time to be selfish and not to be selfish. She pretty much made me change another road for my future. After we broke up, I fully knew ''don't judge a book by it's cover'' 's definition. Thanks.

I also knew that relationship is like puzzle, a jigsaw puzzle. You can't loss even 1 piece, because, relationship between two must be perfect. Me and her was like only completed half of the puzzle.

Till now, I know what I want and what I'm doing. Still resting from relationship though, 've had enough of nightmares thinking of the lover roaring. lol.

Ahh. How cool if things are as easy as this? (:



Just jump, then fall. Into me, into me (:

*deep breath* Taylor Swift is amazing. (: