Thursday, January 7, 2010

hello 2010!

2009 was a bad year for me.

No actually, it wasn't. I say that just because I had to swim over some endless oceans, climb over some fml mountains and some some some.

Overall, 2009 was not perfect for me.
But I'll give 7.5/10 (:

Maybe it's because I had more good things compared to bad things. Same as everyone who is my age, 2009 was the year we changed our life a little bit. From high school to college (: Mine went pretty good, eventhough it doesn't sound really good. Normally people's life (my age) changed by the environment, friends around, financial problem etc. But one thing I'm sure, everyone gets more freedom (:

Hooray for me in getting more freedom. My parents rock! They know that I have to wake up early for class, work in the afternoon til evening or night sometimes. So whenever I go out late atnight, midnight, they won't roar at me anymore like they used to. The way they treat me makes me feel so matured. I never knew that I would get my freedom so fast, this is one of those unexpected things happened in 2009.

2009 was the year I start earning money. Yes, I finally realized money is never enough. So I made up my mind, make myself some money. Along 2009, I found so many things to do.

1st, I work part time in my dad's place, which is also my future work place. 2nd, I work as a part time art teacher (photoshop & illustrator) at ss15/PJ. 3rd, I buy some materials from my dad, and do exactly what my dad does, I start doing signage & etc for people, consider as my own tiny business. 4th, I charge people when they ask me to edit videos LOL.

My dad only gave me RM10 per day. After breakfast & lunch, I had nothing much left. I never tried talking to him about increasing my allowance, instead I asked him to give me salary on time. Think back, this is another unexpected one. I never thought I could be this thoughtful *prouds*

Another one, very very unexpected. I didn't break my own promise. As in?

I promised myself- only have a girlfriend at 21. Unless meet someone special, then..

There was then... but in the end NO. It's a goddamn long story, broken heart leads to another broken heart, in the end was a major break down.. but I stood up atlast, think positively, I didn't break my own promise. wth

It was like, I finally found someone who was same age as me, average looking, innocent and accept the way I am. Nearly perfect if she wasn't so sensitive. Everything's perfect except one - She's too sensitive + I always say unnecessary things = 0

Before I could say I quit, she raised the white flag.

When I was in highschool, 16-17, I thought of growing up faster, meet the outside world and stuff. Heck, it isn't easy. Staying innocent under school's roof is kinda better. So when I see those high school boys and girls desperating to grow, I'll laugh. Out loud. Dumb.

2009's goodie goods :
1. more freedom from parents
2. decrease financial problem
3. get 2 certs in mastering Adobe Photoshop & Illustrator
4. remain flirtable (for good)
5. can drive + getting better
6. recognize alot of roads and maps (used to be a terrible road blind)
7. bought a smartphone by myelf
8. painted my room by myself

2009's badie bads :
1. lose my oreo -_-
2. some friends change alot, in bad way. turn into jerk, some jackass, and some ungrateful.

See? 8 vs. 2. Told you it's 7.5/10 :D

2010. I don't really have new year resolution list actually. HAHA but I know there's more to come. Buy car? buy house? LOL soon la, not so fast. Wait, who knows, either could be happenned this year? unexpectedly? :D YEA I WISH.

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